Alex's inspiration

These are two pictures of me. sometimes it's hard to integrate them, to look at both and know that they are both of ME.

I suspect i have a touch of body dysmorphic disorder since I can't tell visually when i'm gaining weight, and i couldn't tell how thin i was when i was down to my thinnest.

The first picture is probably from 2001. The second picture is 2005. i miss 2005 me, but I feel like Harry Potter with the Patronus charm... i know i can do this because i've already seen myself do it. -alex